What else can they possibly charge me for?

We went to pick up copies of my test results today and the doctors office charged us $25! I realize that's probably a standard procedure but it really irritated me. I paid to see that doctor, I paid to have the tests done, and now I have to pay to see my own records? Next they'll start charging me just to call them! I'm so glad we're done with that doctor, it wasn't just today I was upset about, that was just the topping on the cake. Every time we went I felt like he was too busy for me, his receptionists were always rude, and he would find any excuse to charge me an office visit! I'm really hoping my next doctor is a lot better, I hear really good things about that entire clinic.

When we got home I read over my file and it made me even more angrier. Some the notes the doctor had put in he hadn't even discussed with me. Like after my first visit he had written down a couple things he thought it might be, he had never once talked to me about that and what it might mean or why he was giving me the pills he did. I don't need a doctor to be my best friend, I just need one who I feel cares about me as a patient and can handle me in the fragile and sometimes psychotic state I'm in right now.

I have my good days and I have my bad days...and then I have the days where I don't even want to get out of bed. Today is somewhere in the middle. My melt downs are getting more intense and more frequent. I try to hold it together for Troy but that is becoming harder and harder. I don't like days like today where I'm off work and Troy's sleeping. It gives me too much time to think. I try to get up and clean, or take the dogs for a walk but it's hard to find the motivation. I watched a show the other day about 3 pregnant women who were moridly obese thinking it would give me hope, it just upset me more.