I watched Sex and the City 2 yesterday. Not only was it absolutely fabulous but it also got me thinking...about a few things. A good chunk of the movie focuses on Carrie and Big choosing to not have children, and Carrie wonders if her and Big are enough. It made me wonder if (worst case scenario) Troy and I would be enough. With Troy's sister being adopted, he has made it completely clear that he's open to adoption but I haven't really decided how I feel about it. Would I want to adopt? And I know that if we did I would love that child unconditionally, but would it be enough to fill that void?
The other thing it got me thinking about is ever since I moved up here I haven't felt like I had a close group of friends like I did back home. Even after 3 years I still kind of feel like an outsider, but in all honesty I have an incredibly support group up here. I may not have 3 close friends that I do almost everything with like they do on Sex and the City, but I have a large group of friends I can turn to when I need someone and that made me feel truely blessed.
My life right now can't be placed into words...it is chaotic, stressful, emotional, sometimes wonderful...but this is my attempt at describing it.
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