Day 20

It's kind of a rough day. Work really sucked, and I've been feeling exceptionally emotional today...I haven't figured out why yet. We did just find out one of our friends' sister had triplets and shortly after they were born all of them passed away. I was heartbroken...I can't even imagine the pain they're feeling right now! I remember when we were planning our wedding I joined this wedding board and one lady gave birth to a still born. I would be crushed. There's been so many bad things that have happened the last week, I guess maybe that's why I've been so emotional. Even though it hasn't happened to me, bad things have been happening to people around me...sometimes it just makes you wonder why. How could someone be so cruel? Why do babies have to die? Why are homes devestated by fire? If our bodies were meant to make babies, why are some people unable to?