Made it to my parents today just fine. Enjoyed some cheese curds and then some time with my sister and niece. Tomorrow I'm going to have dinner with a friend and then probably a movie. It's always so nice and relaxing to come back home, it's almost like a mini vacation. I informed work that I would NOT be answering the phone while I was down.
I checked my cervix last night and it kind of felt like it had moved. I don't know if it's just because I wanted it to move, or because it actually moved. I'm trying to keep a really close eye on it especially since I'm not at home right now. I hope I ovulate, but I also don't want to cut my visit short!
We had sex last night since I was leaving today. I cried again afterwards. The last few times I've cried...I feel like such an idiot, Troy's gotten into the habit now he just automatically puts his arms out to comfort me while I cry. I'm not sure why I do, I think I just want a baby so bad, my emotions get the best of me.
My life right now can't be placed into words...it is chaotic, stressful, emotional, sometimes wonderful...but this is my attempt at describing it.
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