Fed up

It has been the shittiest two weeks! And today was no exception. I've been on inventory this week and today was pulled from it for no apparent reason other than "they didn't need me." That pissed me on in itself...later on in the day I heard from several people it was because "my heart just wasn't in it." Really?! What kind of BS excuse is that. And if I was doing something wrong, why couldn't my supervisor have said anything to me, how the hell am I supposed to get any better if I don't know I'm doing anything wrong? I was livid after I heard that and even had a minor melt down in the bathroom. I considered talking to my supervisor about it but decided I was way too emotional today to do it. I bust my ass for that place and bend over backwards whenever they need me. Right before I was about ready to go home another manager asked if I was interested in coming in two hours early to do outside lawn and garden zone recovery. I asked if I'd get over time for it and he says "No, you'll just leave two hours early." I said "Nope." I'm almost positive, in four years that's the first time I've ever said no to anybody at that place and it felt pretty good.

Last night Troy mentioned Prairie Meadows is hiring in the bank, which would pretty much be a similar job to mine right now, minus being in charge of cashiers and crap, plus a pretty decent pay raise. After today, it's becoming more and more enticing. The only thing holding me back is the fact that PM's insurance doesn't cover infertility. My HR at Lowe's is going to find out if our part time insurance would have enough infertility coverage to make it worth while-if it does, I would just drop down to part time until we got pregnant and then probably quit Lowe's all together. It's definately something I'm considering, it just depends on how things come together.

I am officially a Beauticontrol consultant! Yay!! This is something else I'd been going back and forth about all week, but after talking to the lady who's done our Spa parties I felt really good about everything and decided to take the plunge. I should be set up and ready to sell in a week or two.

With all that being over, thank God I have a three day weekend. Troy took Saturday and Sunday off so he has a four day weekend. Tomorrow we're heading down to my parents. It'll be really nice to get away for a couple days.