I can feel the tension in the air

Our appointment is Monday and I can tell that for this appointment I'm not the only one that's nervous, I think Troy is too. We're going to our old doctor tomorrow to get our last test results so our new doctor can take a look at them. The last time I had spoken to my old doctor he had wanted me to come in so he could talk to me about taking Clomid (otherwise known as another excuse to charge me an office visit!) so when I called today they looked at my information and said they noticed I hadn't made an appointment yet and asked if I wanted to. I just said I was getting a second opinion and they left it at that.

Troy and I were both off today. Last night we had rented a bunch of movies, thinking it was going to rain today. I woke up this morning to clear skies and looked at the weather to find out it wasn't going to rain at all. We started a movie while we ate breakfast and then took the dogs for a really long walk. We were all pooped by the end! We've been trying to plan ahead for Christmas this year, which isn't working so well, but we decided to go to the mall today to look at a few things. We ran into one of my managers who moved to another store, it was nice to see her today. She was really what kept me sane at work (and I'm not just saying that because she reads my blog...haha!) The rest of the afternoon we stayed on the couch finishing our movies. Troy rented the old Tron and made me watch it...this brought me to the conclusion that my husband is a total nerd! I realize it was ahead of it's time back in the 80's but it was the most ridiculous graphics I've ever seen. I didn't pay much attention to it, but I suppose I'll be seeing the new one next month.

I've been trying to quit smoking since April when we went to Florida...and I few times I've done really good, but somethine always sets me off and I start smoking again. After I made Monday's appointment I decided I would quit by November 1 to be 100% smoke free for two weeks before our appointment. I can't say I've been perfect these 10 days but I can say I feel much better then I have any of the other times. I think it's because now I have a reason to quit smoking (my future family) before I knew I should quit but never really wanted to.