Day 28

Today's the day of my appointment. I woke up right before 8 to someone moving around on the couch. I thought maybe Troy had left Bailey out all night but then I look next to me and Troy's not in bed. I asked what he was doing, he said he had come down to get something to drink and got really light headed so he was laying down. Needless to say he won't be coming with me today. My morning didn't start out that great and it only got worse. Bailey threw up in three different spots so not only am I trying to clean it up but I'm trying to keep Lexi away from it as well. (If this is any indication of what motherhood's going to be like, I'm beginning to rethink my decision! Haha) Fortunately, I'm feeling better this morning, still not 100% though.

There's been a lot of drama at work lately and it's really starting to irritate me. We've had a lot of changes(some more upsetting than others) on the front end in the last year and I think it's taken a toll on even my best cashiers. We have a couple cashiers dragging everybody else down, another one with constant drama, and other ones you even wonder how they get out of bed in the mornings! I was doing so good for awhile at not letting it bother me, but it's really getting to me now. It's a constant battle to keep my mouth shut at work. I almost think that's why I've been sick for the last two months, not only am I stressed about our fertility issues but 5 days of the week I'm stressed about work. There's been some changes in the just the last few days that I'm hoping will benefit the front end...all I know is SOMETHING needs to happen!