It's the joyous start of another fun filled cycle. This month will be my first month on the highest dosage of Clomid, hoping for some positive results. By that, I don't exactly mean a BFP...most of you might remember the epic fail of last month. So by positive results I am mainly talking about better Progesterone numbers right now. I will have to call tomorrow and make my appointments.
I had my massage today. It was AMAZING. I had a massage before our wedding but it was honestly like some form of torture the girl did it so hard. I walked out wanting to cry, and vowed to never get another massage. Troy works with a guy who does them as a side job so for months he's been talking me into one. I finally gave in and I wish I'd have done it sooner. When I was laying on the table waiting for him to come back in, all I could think about was talking to the doctor today and all the other stress I'd been dealing with. I could slowly feel my blood pressure going up and I even began to think I didn't have an hour to spare for myself. Then I remembered it was time to be selfish, and in the first five minutes of my massage I had forgotten everything and I could feel the stress melting away. It was glorious, I'd recommend it to anybody. I also told Troy that until we get pregnant, I am going once a month.
Now that it's back into the real world though, I feel refreshed and ready to tackle a new cycle. I also realized I forgot to update the score board last month...
Ovaries: 2
Courtney: 0
My life right now can't be placed into words...it is chaotic, stressful, emotional, sometimes wonderful...but this is my attempt at describing it.
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