Pretty sure it's day 11...erg...It was a terrible weekend at work, we were SO short today and super busy!! I tried really hard to stay calm, and for the most part our customers were understanding. I think the nice weather has put everybody in a better mood. Thankfully I'm off the next two days and I really have no intent of doing anything! I had a major meltdown last night, but afterwards I was feeling better. Troy and I DTD (we're starting another month of every other day-Just a side note, I used to think I'd be excited about this, but now it's kind of like a chore!) and then I lost it. I haven't felt as lubricated as I should right about now...I mean for poops sake I'm supposed to ovulate in 3 days! (Pretty sure that's not going to happen.) I started crying because I'm afraid we'll never get pregnant, I had someone else tell me today that "God has a plan and it'll all work out when it's meant too." Believe it or not, that's not comforting one friggin bit! Look at all the couples who have to adopt, if God's plan for me is to adopt, I'm not sure I'm ok with that right now. Maybe once we've exhausted all options I will be but right now I'm not. I have a new out look on the RE though, I'm a little excited. Hopefully they can do more for me than my OB. My OB has never once looked at my ovaries. They keep telling me I have PCOS but they've never done an ultrasound to see if I have the "string of cysts." That will be the first order of business for the RE. Please cross all your crossables and keep the prayers coming for this cycle...I'm still hoping for something positive.
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