Day 14- I might have ovulated today...what did you do?

A friend at work asked me how I was today...I said "I'm not sure, but I might be ovulating." Even though nothing I say should surprise anyone anymore, I think it threw her off a bit. I was incredibly lubricated today...God that sounds so dirty! Only during infertility could one talk like this and get away with it-sometimes it's pretty awesome. I'm trying really hard to hold back my emotions. I'm excited that something seems to be happening, I'm cautious because I don't want to get my hopes up too much, and I'm still nervous about the RE. Unless I can pull out like a 5 or something this month, it just doesn't seem worth it to me to continue on the Clomid. I only have two months left, and I feel that if I can't get to at least a 5 this month, I'll never get to the 10 they want me to be at. My blood draw is exactly one week away, my least favorite appointment. I never used to mind getting my blood drawn, but having to go in every single month makes me feel like a test subject.

I've been sick since Easter...you know, the not fun kind of sick...I was convinced my in-laws had poisoned me at Easter but if that were the case I should have either died or gotten better by now. Troy thinks it might be the Metformin because it's one of the side effects, but I shouldn't be hit with it almost 3 months into me taking it. I had it for about the first week I was taking the Metformin again, but then I was fine. I'm really not sure what's wrong with me, but I've decided to not see my family doctor about it because I'm afraid they'll tell me to stop taking the Metformin.

ANOTHER pregnancy announcement today...it's becoming a bit ridiculous. If this is God's idea of a joke, it's not funny anymore. I actually managed to not break down this time-by some miracle!

With everything going on, it's been a draining week......to say the least