I had a very productive day today. Had a great coffee "meeting" with my director and a few other BC(I'm going to start abbreviating BeautiControl because it's just too much to type out anymore) girls. It was very informative and a lot of fun. I have another meeting Tuesday. I'm so used to the mean girls in High School that I'm always really nervous to meet new women, I'm always afraid they'll be catty, but then I remember we're all adults now and for the most part accepting of everybody. The girls I met today were really nice.
My mom, sister, and niece are in town for an Assembly so I went to see them tonight. It's always nice to see my family, I do get homesick from time to time. I'm trying to stay busy this weekend, tomorrow's Mothers Day. Mothers Day for an infertile, is kind of like Valentines Day for a single person. While I appreciate all the mothers out there and honestly believe they deserve more than one special day, at the same time...it's depressing. I remember last year I said "This will be my last Mother's day of not being a mother." This year I'm not even bothering to think that. Oh well...happy Mothers Day to all you lucky mothers out there!
My life right now can't be placed into words...it is chaotic, stressful, emotional, sometimes wonderful...but this is my attempt at describing it.
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