Holy poop I can hardly contain myself right now! I've had more excitement today than one girl can take (no, I haven't found out I'm pregnant yet). We got our Colorado vacation booked, it all came together very quickly. I'm SO excited, I've never been to Colorado, the furthest out that way I've been is Rapid City and that was for work. I did buy my pregnancy tests-3 of them-one for tomorrow, one for Saturday, and one for Sunday. I'm hoping I won't need all three :) Tomorrow is also my first spa so I'm spending most of tomorrow getting ready for that. We also have to get Troy fitted for his suit for a wedding and get me an oil change.
Tonight I'm by myself, Troy's at poker night. I wish he was here, I don't really want to be alone right now it gives me too much time to think! I really hope I'm pregnant, but the last couple days I've just had this feeling that I'm not. The initial excitement of my progesterone going up has worn off and now I'm starting to feel like it's never going to happen again.
My life right now can't be placed into words...it is chaotic, stressful, emotional, sometimes wonderful...but this is my attempt at describing it.
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