Here we are at the end of another cycle. I took a half day today, I'm calling it a "mental health day." I sat in customer service early this morning with tears running down my face, I couldn't stop them. I took a short nap when I got home and I'm feeling slightly better.
I'm trying to bury myself into my BeautiControl. Lately, it's the only thing that's made me happy, and it keeps my mind off things. My clients don't know that I'm having infertility issues, so talking to them brings a little bit of normal back to my life. Had my first spa last night. Not as good of a turn out as we had hoped, but I had great results for who did show up. My next one is Wednesday, I will be doing this one on my own. At first I was a little nervous, but I sat down this afternoon and wrote down the entire process of what we did last night, and then read over it a few times. I'm feeling much better about the whole thing and I'm starting to feel like I can do it alone.
My life right now can't be placed into words...it is chaotic, stressful, emotional, sometimes wonderful...but this is my attempt at describing it.
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