A coworker and I went to see Barb in the hospital today. She seems to be doing pretty good, weak and tired-but good. It was a lot harder for me to see her than I thought it would be but I thought I held it together pretty well. I've been a wreck all weekend-praying nothing would happen to Barb-not only because I want Barb to be ok but because my sister will be going through this soon and I need something positive to keep me going.
I finally started the Provera, I decided I couldn't put off this cycle any more. I'm trying to stay as calm and relaxed as possible...also trying to keep my mind off of everything. I'm drowning myself in work, thank god I have BeautiControl to keep myself busy now too. I am crossing all my cross-ables and praying extra hard that something good can happen this cycle. I NEED something good to happen this cycle.
I'm going to take it easy the rest of the day. Thought about taking Lexi for a walk but it's still a little chilly. I think I'm going to spend the day dyeing my hair, doing laundry, and doing dishes.
My life right now can't be placed into words...it is chaotic, stressful, emotional, sometimes wonderful...but this is my attempt at describing it.
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