Yay!!!!!!!!!!! I never thought it would come but it's finally almost here and I'm so excited. Both of my hostesses have been here for the majority of our fertility struggles so they know how much this baby means to me (and Troy) and they have gone completely out of their ways to make tomorrow as special as possible. I've heard some of the ideas, the rest they're keeping secret, but so far it all sounds amazing. I got my eye brows weed whacked today (seriously, I think it's been like 6 months since I had them waxed!) and cut my hair. I feel like a brand new woman.
I was supposed to take my hostesses out for pedicures today which I told Troy about WEEKS ago. Last night I mentioned it to him again and he completely flipped out about how we didn't have the money for it and I should have told him so we could be prepared. It was at this point that my pregnancy emotions kicked in and I started bawling uncontrollably. Then I just stopped talking to him. After 3 years of sharing a bank account he still forgets that's my money in there too. If he needs/wants something he'll just go right out and buy it but I have to justify ever little purchase I make and then I'm made to feel guilty for even buying it! I love him to death and he's done a great job at getting our bills under control, but the man makes me crazy sometimes! I informed him that I would still be getting MY toenails done because there's no way my fat ass is doing them myself.
They're calling for some possibly severe weather tomorrow...I really hope it holds off! Oh yeah, and on Thursday we're getting our maternity pictures done. I'm also very excited for this now that I'm finally starting to show a little.
My life right now can't be placed into words...it is chaotic, stressful, emotional, sometimes wonderful...but this is my attempt at describing it.
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