I decided to go up and see Grandma this weekend. Mom came with me, at first I didn't really think she'd need to come with me but I'm really glad she did. It was great to see Grandma, and I am so happy I went up, but it was a little rough seeing her. Saturday I almost forgot she was sick, she was acting so much like her sassy old self. Yesterday thought she was really sleepy and not so alert. I got a little emotional when we were leaving, I was just looking at her realizing it might be the last time I see her alive. (I say "might" because she's held on so much, and even has plans for this winter! LOL)
I meant to take a pregnancy test this morning, but with everything going on I forgot too. Will have to tomorrow morning and then I can for sure start the Provera...and a new cycle.
My life right now can't be placed into words...it is chaotic, stressful, emotional, sometimes wonderful...but this is my attempt at describing it.
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