Aunt Flo has come and gone for yet another cycle. I must say right now I have mixed emotions. I feel as if the world hasn't given me permission to grieve, or be upset. I feel like they are looking at me waiting for me to crack, and I have to prove them wrong by being strong. Sometimes I wish I could just break down, let it all out. We had a girls night, and I was hoping it would be my chance to "let it out" but it ended up being a night of babysitting someone else. Almost the entire night was a total buzz kill. Now I'm just left with a headache.
Tuesdays the big day...holy shit...
Right now I'm tired though so I'm going to take a shower to wash away the shame and then I'm going to bed. Sweet dreams!
My life right now can't be placed into words...it is chaotic, stressful, emotional, sometimes wonderful...but this is my attempt at describing it.
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