It could just be hormones, although Provera's never done this to me and I can't blame it on the Clomid anymore. I seem to have landed in a very dark place and I'm not entirely sure how to get out. I guess I'm really just fed up with a bunch of things, and it's all piled up and is now exploding out.
I took my last Provera today so in at least a week (if not sooner) I'll start my period, and with that brings a new cycle, and with any luck new found hope. I'm trying to be positive, but knowing that the HSG is coming up soon scares the crap out of me.
My life right now can't be placed into words...it is chaotic, stressful, emotional, sometimes wonderful...but this is my attempt at describing it.
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