Today I was starting to regret moving my ultrasound to tomorrow, but I know it's better I do it then instead of today on lunch. I keep having a dream that I get to my appointment and find out that I'm not pregnant and that I had never come in for the blood draws...like it was all a dream! I've calmed myself down a lot over the past couple days, I know it's better for myself and the baby. I just keep telling myself if something was wrong, I'd know.
A normal woman would be thrilled she didn't have morning sickness yet...me, not so much! It freaks me out, there's times where I don't even feel pregnant. Although I have started to feel a little more pukey. I got up in the middle of the night last night to pee and when I got back to bed I felt like I had butterflies in my stomach and then this huge burp came from deep in my belly. (I know, I'm so attractive! haha)
Hopefully I'll be able to post a picture of my little jelly bean tomorrow. I told Troy I refuse to call the baby my little "bean" because it reminds me of farts...or the chilli beans that make me throw up. So I decided jelly beans are much more pleasant!
My life right now can't be placed into words...it is chaotic, stressful, emotional, sometimes wonderful...but this is my attempt at describing it.
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