Feeling a bit better today. Woke up early, drank some coffee (with Splenda of course), and I'm now watching Macy's Thanksgiving Parade. We're heading over to my in-laws for Thanksgiving this afternoon, I wish I could go back home. It wouldn't even be worth it though, I had to close last night so I wouldn't have been able to leave until this morning and then I'd have to leave at like 4 this afternoon because I have to work at 3:30 in the morning tomorrow! (UGH!)
I had a little melt down this morning...it's so easy right now to feel like I have nothing to be thankful for and feel down. So I had a short moment of pity for myself, and now I'm feeling better and realize that despite all the bad that's happening right now, I am truely blessed. I have incredible friends and family who have been SO supportive through this entire thing. I have the best husband in the world, he has been so supportive, caring, understanding, and comforting. And I'm thankful for my two wonderful dogs...my beautiful girl Bailey and my precious princess Lexi, who for right now, are the kids I can't have and a true joy in my life.
Happy Thanksgiving everybody!
My life right now can't be placed into words...it is chaotic, stressful, emotional, sometimes wonderful...but this is my attempt at describing it.
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