Today was another bad day...not really infertility-wise...more so work-wise. Everybody called in, everybody was crabby, it just wasn't a good day. A whole bunch of us went out last night and at one point in the night one of the girls says "Courtney, you better enjoy this now because when you have kids you won't be able to get out anymore!" #1 it was totally random, #2 it was stupid in itself because there were two moms out with us last night and #3 I would be a hermit for the rest of my life if it meant I could get pregnant right now. It just amazes me what comes out of peoples mouths.
I've been emailing this girl I met on a message board who went through the same thing as I am right now. She's really been a lot of help. It's nice to have friends who support me through this, but she actually GETS it. She has felt the pain I'm feeling right now, lately she's kind of been my voice of sanity. With my appointment coming up Monday she's been helping me come up with things I need to talk to my doctor about and the past couple days we've been talking about diet. She recommended I try Atkins/South Beach, basically anything low-no carb. Diets like that are supposed to help women with PCOS better than say Weight Watchers or something. It's gotten me feeling pretty positive, and I'm actually excited for next paycheck so I can start my new diet.
My life right now can't be placed into words...it is chaotic, stressful, emotional, sometimes wonderful...but this is my attempt at describing it.
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