Day 24

Feeling alittle better today after a lot of sleep and a shower. Troy and I were both off today and had a classic "lazy day." We watched tv and a few movies all day. I've been trying to take it easy so I can start feeling better and I think today really helped. I still have tomorrow to recoop too.

I've lost 2 more pounds making that a total 7 pounds. It doesn't seem that great, and sometimes I feel like I should be doing better. Having a history of eating disorders, it's hard for me to adjust to a gradual change. Back in volleyball it wasn't uncommon for me to lose 20 pounds in 2 weeks, so 7 pounds in just under a month seems insignificant to me. It's been really hard to adjust to eatting healthy...I've never had a good relationship with food. Anorexia in school, then I stuff my face with everything in front of me. It's been difficult to adjust, but it's starting to become second nature. I automatically reach for the measuring cups now to measure out my portions, I find myself drinking a lot more water, and choosing healthier snacks. Having to think a lot more about my food choices has really taken my mind off the infertility.