Day 28

This is my first day off the Metformin and I'm already starting to feel like I want to eat everything in sight. This makes me a little nervous, so I've been monitoring the situation and trying to stay busy to keep my mind off of food. I used the elliptical again today, 15 minutes this time. My legs are still a little tight, but not as bad. I'm going to try adding some Yoga to the mix mainly to help with the tight muscles but it's also recommended to calm stress.

Friday we're going to the Tonic Solfa concert with Troy's family. We've gone one other time and had a lot of fun so I'm really excited. This Christmas will be the best one Troy and I have had so far. On Friday we will make our final payment to the Target card (the payment that has been ruining our lives for 2 years). We will actually have money left after all our bills, and even enough money to buy Christmas presents and NOT stress about it! I've got a major itch to go shopping, Troy says he's coming with me on Saturday to make sure I don't blow all of our money. On Saturday I also have a friends baby shower. I've been a little leery about going because I used to cry just thinking about it. After the last week or so I've started feeling a lot better about it and have decided to go. She miscarried about two years ago and even though they haven't been hard-core trying this whole time I know it still took a toll on her. I also know she is one of the most excited pregnant ladies I've ever seen, and I see that being me some day. That being said I know how much it means to her. I have decided to suck it up, put my feelings aside for a day, and be there for someone who's been there for me every time I needed her.