Am I losing my mind? (Day 3)

I just checked our balance at the ATM and left the debit card in the machine! I feel like such an idiot, there was someone behind me, I really hope they didn't take it. Once I finally realized it was missing, I had a total meltdown. I come home bawling my eyes out, Troy probably thought I'd been mugged or something. I was SO afraid he'd be mad at me, but he kind of laughed a little that I was so upset. I've never done that before, I can't believe it.

AF is really messed up. It was normal Monday and yesterday and then last night it was pretty much gone so I thought I was done. I woke up this morning and it had come back, now it's almost gone again. I think Flo parties at night, and then comes back to my uterus during the day to recover! Today I was really crabby too, I think it was mainly because I only had 3 hours of sleep, but AF had a role to play in it too.

There's a girl at work (who might I add, is a total fertile Myrtle) but she's really taken an interest in my infertility issues. Most people look at me like I have a contagious disease. Today she said "Don't take this the wrong way, but with all the pills you have to take, I wish there was a pill you could take to magically make you pregnant." Coming from anybody else this would probably have made me want to punch them, but coming from her I thought it was sweet. She seems to genuinely care about our problems and sympathize with me and Troy.